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why can't i think right and straight?

to many question's that i ask myself that starts with why..
why this?why that?why her?why him?why no?why yes?why?

not all questions have an answer.
i find a question like a maths question.
there will be solutions to get the answer.
its just how we use the solutions and apply it into the question.
we may get it wrong many times but we can try another solution to get the answer.at the end,somehow we get an answer.
it just takes time.

i ask myself everyday,why am i feeling like that?
my answer will always be i don't know.
many questions i don't bother finding the answer and end up the answer will be i don't know.
maybe i fear to know the real answer and correct answer so i don't want to find and apply the solution.sometimes having the answer i don't know is better than knowing the correct answer.

i pray..
i pray god will help me in everything i do.i hope god could help me take away the fear i'm feeling.
i know i'm a christian that loves god and i know that god loves me too.i'm waiting for an answer,i will wait.

imy,you.