When i seek for you, you were there. I couldn't see you, but i felt you.

try telling me there is no God. I would tell you this, I felt god and no one can take that away from me. I am proud that I AM A CHRISTIAN.

I realise that friends come and go, there is no such thing as 'friend's forever'. you may not know what will happen in future, the most we could do is keep the friendship as long as we could. that's all we could try. no point saying 'we are friends forever' . it's real bullshit. there is no such thing as forever.

We might have many good friends, but we normally couldn't find many true friends. True friends are hard to find.To be able to trust someone with all out hearts, it's something really hard. For us to tell a big secret and problem to a person, we need trust. Friends can give us short term happiness but friends can't be there with us for 24/7. We all need someone and I choose to have God in me.

I choose to believe and trust, it's all up to us if we want to believe.

My school teacher said something to me just now, she said to me ' Joanne,its good i know you are a happy girl, you don't get sad over your results'.

I replied my teacher, I told her. 'it's not that i don't care, it's because i think positively so that i would continue trying'.

okay, that's all. here are some pictures, HOLIDAY PICTURES!

Sometimes we do stupid things, sometimes we do things that we know we might regret,sometimes we are afraid to hurt the others so we hurt ourselves,sometimes we hurt others to protect ourselves,sometimes we hide our sadness to show others we are strong,sometimes we hate others for having better stuff in life than us,sometimes we get jealous ,sometimes we go crazy missing someone,sometimes we miss our past,sometimes we hope we can change back time,sometimes we hope we will die,sometimes we hope we get the best lover,sometimes we expect to much,sometimes we get annoyed by ourselves,sometimes we force ourselves to be numb so that we can stop feeling unhappy, sometimes we just think to much,sometimes we suspect, sometimes we do not trust,sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry,sometimes we smile, sometimes we realise there is nothing in the world that could make us happy, sometimes we feel our life is full of shit, sometimes we feel our life is awesome,sometimes we love everything,sometimes we hate everything,sometimes we believe,sometimes we do this and that but i know something, that God would ALWAYS LOVE US NO MATTER WHAT .

I am who I am, because thee I am says I am.