I apologise.

I won't say it all the time but i'm going to say it here.
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I'm Sorry.
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I am not the joanne chian i used to know anymore,she is hiding somewhere.she is missing and i can't find her back.i want to find her and try get her back but i can't find her.i don't know what had happen to her.where is she? what happen to her? will she ever come back?I don't know,the joanne chian now doesn't know.Don't ask me questions cause the answer will be I don't know..How i wish i know the answers to your questions and my own questions.
I can't think,I don't want to think,I fear to think or feel and I am scared to search for the answers so please don't force me.Don't let me feel,Please.
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I am sorry i don't know where joanne chian went.
she is missing. I can't find her.