let it go and shut up.

i miss lepak-ing with all my friends.

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i am numb and i can't think of anything positive.

my brain is stuck and is filled with nonsense and rubbish.

i realise i need to learn to shut up when i need to.

i speak to much,i talk to much,i lie to much,i argue to much,i should just ...

shut up.

sometimes not talking is better than talking.

now, i feel like i'm a horrible person.

well,i guess everyone has a point of time when they feel like they screwed everything and said wrong stuff,did something wrong,feel guilty and bad,made bad decisions and all.

but after everything, why fear so much?

just take the consequences if it turns out bad,if it doesn't just thank god.

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i will shut up from now on, i won't make the same mistake again.

i find myself hiding inside a bag and trying to get out but the more i try the more stuff enters.

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It shucks to feel moody when there is nothing to be moody about.

the feeling is crap.

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GOODBYE.